Big Feet, Warm Heart: The Life and Times of a Literate Sasquatch ~ Untitled

I spend the summers up high in the mountains where it’s cool. I spend most of my time with the bighorn sheep. The rams like to fight on perilous cliffs; I enjoy wrestling with them till they bleat in surrender then I let them go, good fun. At night they huddle together and I try to lay down among them but always they keep a small distance away. The mountain sheep are ungrateful. They are ungrateful even though I have saved them from big cats more times than I can count. Too often I see a cat stalking towards them and chuck it off the edge screeching, or get them with a rock till they look like smashed berries, and yes I enjoy it, but they clearly benefit don’t they? Do those bleating idiots thank me? No. they just stare off into the distance nibbling on roots and mountain weeds. Sometimes I think of punting them all into the ravine below but I would miss them and their stupid faces, so I sit and nibble roots with them and we stare at the mountains for whatever reason.

At night I hear wolves howling, the prettiest sound. This night I try to howl with them. When they hear me, they stop. I try to tell them don’t stop, but there is nothing now—only the wind. Frustrated, I grab one of the sheep to lay my head on; it bleats in protest before giving up. I look to the stars until I am asleep.

At daybreak I go down the mountain to get something good to munch. I go to the river to snatch some salmon but there is the brown bear that always wants to tussle with me over the best spot for fish. We wrestle for an hour; though the truth is I prolong it for my amusement, before I throw the bear into the current. The bear goes off roaring into the distance. Sorry buddy, looks like its berries and roots for you.

After I have feasted on many fish, I head back up the mountain. As I climb the mountain I think about the bear, who is not as strong or as fast as it used to be. This concerns me for some reason. Maybe I will let it win next time. Strange thing to be thinking.

While going on my way, I run into an elk with its leg in a man trap. It kicks and whines like crazy. I walk up, and even though the elk tries to kick me, I grab the man trap by the teeth and pry it open. The elk leaps away awkwardly into the distance. Not so much as a thank you or anything. Fine.

I take the man trap to my cave and add it to the collection where I keep my shiny bottles and cameras and man bones. (Not my doing, the bones, but I keep them anyhow.) It’s too hot to linger in the cave though, and I head back up the mountain brushing myself with a prized man comb.

The rams are at it again. This time my heart is not into it, so I just watch while brushing myself. When night falls and the sheep lay down, I hear the wolves howling. I want to howl too, but I know it will just silence them so I just listen. I just listen, and it is humiliating because I know the sheep hear me weeping. The wolves are howling and I am just weeping.

 

BR&S Showcase: “Love” (2016)

Black Rock & Sage Issue 15 (2016)

Love
By Tom Flynn

Two dodos trying to build a nest.
All assertions-unsure jabs:
pushing sticks into and out of piles,
squawking about designs and time,
dreaming of a product beyond the builder’s means,
rubbing faces and useless wings,
in love.  They wag their asses
in celebration of the stick pile’s new form.
Lacking allusions to make sense of where they stand,
they bond as unique and believe in their dream
of formidable walls made of spit, mud and sticks-
withstanding thwarts of wind, rain and time.

Rain–has them waddle this evening, under thunder,
to the close, dense bush to huddle side by side
and watch and wonder if their heap will wash away.

BR&S Spotlight: Meet Jeffrey Pearson

Meet Jeffrey Pearson!author-photo-jrp

Jeff Pearson is a graduate of the University of Idaho’s MFA Program. He has been published by Noble / Gas Quarterly, Black Rock & Sage, Otis Nebula, a capella zoo, Heavy Feather Review, Shampoo, Salt Front, Axolotl, and Moon City Review. He has work forthcoming in Barrelhouse.  His first chapbook, Sick Bed was published by Small Text Dreams Press in collaborating with Eli Z. McCormick and James Lloyd. He currently teaches at Washington State University.

This month, we had the opportunity to chat with Jeff about his favorite places, books, and literary magazines—as well as really important subjects, like the glory of tacos and a dinner party with Gertrude Stein, Joseph Smith, and Leonard Nemoy! Jeff also offers some great advice for aspiring writers and literary magazine editors.

  1. What three traits define you?

Sensitive, impulsive, and loyal

  1. What’s one thing you couldn’t live without?

Humor.  I couldn’t bear to live without laughing.  What is that horrible saying that is stenciled on in god-awful serifs throughout bedrooms and on weighty keychains: live, laugh, love?  If I couldn’t find humor in making fun of the kitsch that is daily life, I wouldn’t want to live. I need to be able to laugh at neighbors because of their wifi access point names (like my neighbor’s wifi access point, livelaughlove).

  1. What is your greatest fear?

That’s a hard one. I get scared discovering or dwelling on fears, because of the possibility of obsession around those fears. But I think my greatest fear would have to be losing interest or curiosity. I constantly have to acknowledge that my interests change, which is not my fear, but that I am scared to death that I will totally lose interest in everything.  It probably has to do with medication symptoms I hear on TV and them being related to depression. I also think non-curious people are boring.

  1. Where is your favorite place to be?

At home around my stuff. I am introverted in the way that I need to stay home and recover from daily social interactions, i.e. teaching, running errands, talking to friends, talking on the phone with family, etc. When it comes to these social interactions, I think I come off as outgoing and fine with engaging with other people, but I truly have to go home and stay home—away for days from these interactions in order to recover. Centering myself with my favorite media helps this process.

  1. What is your favorite thing to do?

Nap with my cat, Inky.

  1. Where is the best place you have ever visited? Why?

This last summer I went to Germany. It was amazing to be in another country and have to rely on my girlfriend for almost all communication, except in Berlin and Munich where most people speak quite a bit of English. We toured the Reichstag and learned about the government process, which is very much about transparency along with taking a walking tour in Munich, where I finally felt part of history. I also got to ride in my first sleeper car overnight from Berlin to Munich, and I love trains.  I would never drive my car again, if the U.S. had a train system like Germany.

  1. What would be your ideal career?

Some days I wish I were writing video games, specifically visual novels.

  1. What is your favorite book, movie, and band?

That’s difficult.  I really like Nabokov’s Pale Fire. The last movie I really liked was last week when I watched Repo Man with Emilio Estevez. And I’ve also been listening to a lot of Badbadnotgood, which is a jazz band that has somehow snared hipsters by featuring rappers like Ghostface Killah.  It’s good music to write to.

  1. What is something that might surprise us about you?

That I am the youngest of eight siblings—six sisters and one brother.

  1. What is your favorite quote?

I like this one, even out of context, by Henry James: “We work in the dark—we do what we can, we give what we have. Our doubt is our passion and our passion is our task.  The rest is the madness of art.”

  1. If you could have a dinner party with ANY three people (dead or alive), who would they be and why?

Gertrude Stein, Joseph Smith, and Leonard Nemoy because it would be a huge surprise what the small talk would be about if we even talked at all.

  1. If you had to eat one meal every day for the rest of your life, what would it be?

Tacos al pastor with lime, salsa verde, guacamole, and cilantro.

  1. If Hollywood made a movie about your life, who would you like to see cast as you?

Paul Newman

  1. If you were an animal what would you be?

Some kind of predatory bird like an Osprey.

  1. If you were stuck on an island, what three things would you bring?

A machete, The Harvard Classics five-foot shelf of books, and writing materials

  1. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?

Flying even though I am scared of heights.

  1. What kinds of hobbies and interests do you have outside of work?

I play a lot of Japanese Role-playing Games (JRPGs) and have been since I was 6 years old. I like bird watching, poetry, re-building and fixing computers, and listening to records. I also like to go on long drives and take different routes to destinations I drive to often.

  1. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Probably still teaching and writing.  I see myself traveling internationally more.  I am also trying to be less selfish, and so I see more and more that I dedicate my time to teaching, even if it is my job, also.  I’ve learned that if I don’t focus on my skill at teaching, I really appreciate being able to help someone with something, even if it is composition, I am knowledgeable about. I think it really helps me to change my worldview, and it definitely gives me more empathy.  There may be a point where I have to go back to working a mindless job manufacturing something.  My girlfriends’ family makes hot water solar panels, so maybe I’ll be doing that in 5 years.  I think sometimes I am too sensitive to deal with adult problems especially when it comes to being a college student, that’s probably the reason I might stop teaching.

  1. Do you have any favorite literary magazines/publications that you’d like to give a shout out to?

I have to plug the one’s I’ve read and worked for:  Fugue journal where I was Poetry Editor and a reader for 3 years and Blood Orange Review where I am Managing Editor.  I also like many of the journals that create conversations with their writers instead of just publishing them (or even rejecting them), no matter the notoriety; being a writer is pretty lonely sometimes.  I’ve been mostly interested in the online writing community lately, so I frequently follow journals and magazines on twitter.  Some web journals and publications that I am reading with lots of online content are: Otis Nebula, Waxwing, Vagabond City, Sundog Lit, The Mackinac, Noble/Gas Quarterly, Barrelhouse, Vinyl, and Arcadia.  I also really like ekphrasis projects and journals with artist and writer collaborations: Broadsided Press, Prompt Press, and frequently, many journals have been doing features around this theme.    

  1. Do you have any advice for aspiring artists and literary magazine editors?

Don’t be afraid to join writing communities or scenes.  You can always find better writers to learn from even if they are so damn good that they seem godly.  You can always find writers that won’t like your work.  Most importantly, there is always something to teach other writers, artists, or editors no matter your skill.  This is why I think collaboration, being part of literary magazines, submitting your work, workshopping, doing public readings, tweeting links to poems online, starting your own journals, zines, presses, is so important.  This doesn’t mean throwing your writing willy-nilly to anyone who will publish it, but to open the lines of communication and correspondence where you can give and take creative energy, but always respect people who want to read your work and share your work. Publishing always gives you something to look forward to, even if it is for rejection notices.

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November Staff Picks

The staff at Black Rock & Sage has some fantastic recommendations for the month of November. Check them out below!

Jeff Howard, Editor-in-Chief:

My area of study is generally eighteenth-century British novelists, but wh41uwyxicail-_sy344_bo1204203200_en I need a break from Defoe and Richardson (as I sometimes do), I like to read Western writers. Not writers of Westerns, mind you, like Zane Grey or Louis L’Amour or Owen Wister (that’s my dad’s thing, and his dad’s), but rather contemporary authors such as Robert Wrigley and James Galvin who write in and about the American West. I recently read Galvin’s Resurrection Update, Collected Poems 1975-97. I loved his book The Meadow, and his poetry is very similar in its treatment of people carving out a living in the harsh beauty of the rugged West. He plays with themes of death, survival, family, and tempered spirituality. His careful representations of rugged landscapes and his verbal economy make his writing an inviting frontier that any reader interested in poetry about the West can and should explore.

Christopher Swenson, Prose Editor:

The Dictionary of The Khazars by  Milorad Pavic
 This strange little book is a pretend collection of three small dictionaries bel200px-dictionary_of_the_khazarsonging to a now long forgotten country. The dictionaries themselves represent the three religions the nation was looking at for both a sense of direction and purpose. The pretend dictionaries were for the religions of Christianity, Judaism, and Islam respectively. Each dictionary’s entries act as short stories of sorts , and the three books tell often the same story differently. The writing itself is a bizarre magical realism akin to something like Gabriel García Márquez mixed with the textual playfulness of Vladimir Nabokov. The book also came in both male and female editions with differing passages. As the author explains in the epilogue; people should closely compare notes with each other on the differences, and in this way be brought together. it is a truly unique little book that is definitely worth checking out.

 

Aneli51bfjt0nsdl-_sy344_bo1204203200_se Farris, Poetry Editor:

This month I devoured Leopoldine Core’s When Watched: Stories. I don’t often read short story collections because I have trouble getting through them. I read a story here and there without ever feeling really committed to the collection. That did not happen here. I read story after story in Core’s collection with the same pace in which I work through really good novels. Each story is different–offering new characters, locations, plots–and yet, there is a similar energy: a stark and poignant observation of humanity. While each of the nineteen stories are fantastic, a few of my favorites are “Hog for Sorrow,” “Historic Tree Nurseries,” and “Pleasure Kid.” If you are looking for a read that is both bleak and beautiful, this is it!

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Susan Goslee, Faculty Advisor:

Night Sky with Exit Wounds by Ocean Vuong. It’s terrific!

November Events

Every month, we at Black Rock & Sage update our regional calendar (https://blackrockandsage.org/calendar/). The purpose of this calendar is to keep ourselves and our followers up-to-date about local creative events—that is, those involving art, writing, music, etc.—that might be of interest! We will add to this list throughout the month as we become aware of more events, so please check back with us regularly.

Here are some events taking place in November that we know of thus far:

If you are hosting an event, participating in an event, or simply know of an event that you would like us to add to our calendar, do share it with us. Happy November!